I am having to cut my European trip short due to having some discomfort in my poor leg but mainly due to the vision in my left eye deteriorating to a blur. I need to get back home and sort it out.
Sadly had to instruct the estate agents to give two months notice to the tenants, that commenced on the 1st of March 2018.
Once home having sorted out my health problems I hope to sell the house and buy a smaller home for myself and the dogs, looking at north to mid wales, but it could end up being anywhere.
I am feeling a little apprehensive about returning back home, as I fear my emotions.
At the moment my grieving process for the loss of Roger has on several occasions raised its head throughout my journey, making me feel tearful, lost and very much alone at times, unsure about what to do or where to go next. I know that I have to allow myself those times, then pick myself up, brush myself down and carry on.
I fear that the rawness may come flooding back, and how I will deal with it.
So I think getting myself a short term part time job will not only help in this area but will also help out financially so as not to rely on my savings.
Once I have settled into a new home and brought a smaller much faster motorhome then I intend to carry on with my European exploration. Maybe two or three months at a time as opposed to ten months, so that’s the plan so far.
But until then I have to make my way back, so I have to travel back along the Mediterranean as my plans to travel back through Portugal have been scuppered by the terrible weather conditions that Portugal has had to endure, plus its a little warmer along the Med…